✈LAX • ICN • JAX⚓
ambedo n. a kind of melacholic trance in which you become completely absorbed in vivid sensory details—raindrops skittering down a window, tall trees leaning in the wind, clouds of cream swirling in your coffee—which leads to a dawning awareness of the haunting fragility of life
25개 정도의 세계적인 도시들을 돌아다녀 봤는데, 서울은 제게 20대 여자처럼 느껴져요. 꿈과 희망, 좌절, 그리고 변화가 어지럽게 공존하는 이 곳에서 사람들은 정신없이 마구 뛰어다니거든요.
Compared to the 25 different major cities I’ve been to worldwide, to me, Seoul seems like a twenty-something year old woman. People are frantically running around in this place where dreams, hopes, frustrations, and change are all dizzyingly co-existing.
Have you ever lost something painfully familiar, or someone and have you ever created an absence inside another absence, and have you ever manipulated yourself to tears? Have ever lost track of the world and have you ever avoided the void and have you ever been emotionally overwhelmed enough so as to forget what your soul is about and have you ever felt yourself almost being equal to a shadow and have you ever passionately embraced the fact that this is the very human condition and have you ever fallen in love with each detail of your life and simultaneously feared losing that feeling and have you ever allowed your heart the experience of breaking while opening and have you ever found grace and strength in uncovering the ruins, and have you ever dealt with a sweet sense of suffocation which is called living and have you ever actually started over without quite realizing it at the time, and have you ever become profoundly conscious of your own palliating mind and have you ever looked life in the face at all..well, fuck yeah, I have. I am. Absolutely glad to be doing so